Saturday, January 20, 2007

haiz... i juz had a very emotionally, physically and mentally tiring and stress week... imagine two pple working and trying to finish wat we usually do in 2 weeks in juz one week... and we haf been working till 2-3am and waking up at the usual time to go to work... onli haf 4-5 hours sleep each day... it's no wonder tat me and senior was a bit "high" sometimes... haha... it's juz so tiring tat we can't act. tink properly... haha... aniwae, this is not the life i wan.. and i am very sure abt tat... even though this peak thingy will onli last 2 mths or so, but it seems like it's gg to be here forever... haiz... and hor, i juz found out that my plan to transfer will onli haf like 30% of success... coz everyone is telling me tat it's hard for pple to get out of the team unless they quit... haiz... so i may haf to tink of other plans liao... sianz...

actuallie i got the intention of juz quiting first den later go find a job.. but there is also the one month notice to consider as well as my interim bonus(in March)... coz if i quit now, i would still haf to go through the peak which will last till feb or so... so pple are telling me to juz wait first, get the bonus den go... or find a job now first before quiting... but hor, now i dun even haf time to go for interviews lor... haiz... sometimes may even nid to go back to work on weekends... actuallie all this is fine if dere was a better rate of OT to be claimed.. but NO.. this is not our practice coz of budget... sianz... and i tink they shld tink properly before taking up any jobs... how can u onli care abt ur bonus, and dun care abt ur staff and juz keep accepting jobs and neglect ur staff welfare?... u dun nid a life but we do, ok.....

aniwae, juz hope tat this episode will end soon... future that i dun even noe wat holds for me... but for now, i juz hope tat i can get enough sleep everyday... :(

i need a break!

snoworld blogged on 9:37 PM


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